A Transformative Audio Training for Those Seeking Wisdom in Transition
with Ciel Grove
You’re between worlds.
The life you knew has ended, or you can feel the call to end it, but what comes next has not yet revealed itself.
You wake at 3am with your heart racing: the relationship is over. The career doesn't fit anymore, no matter how hard you try to squeeze yourself into that familiar box. The beliefs you built your life around have shown themselves to be both inadequate and suffocating. Everything—your body, mind, relationships—are telling you that something has to change. The person you were doesn't exist anymore. But the person you're becoming? She's still a mystery.
You're in the dark—and it's terrifying.
Everyone keeps telling you to "stay positive" or "just give it time" or "everything happens for a reason." But those platitudes don't help in the least, and in fact they make you feel more alone, more broken, and like you should be handling this better than you are.
But what if you're not broken?
What if this darkness—this disorienting space between who you were and who you're becoming—has something essential to teach you?
What if there's wisdom here that you can't access by rushing toward the light?
For we have forgotten that transformation requires descent.
We've lost the cultural containers that once held people through liminal space—the vision quests, the initiation rituals, the community-witnessed rites of passage. We're expected to navigate profound spiritual and psychological transitions alone, without maps, without elders, without the understanding that dissolution must happen before reformation.
And so we suffer unnecessarily. We think something is wrong with us. We try to force clarity before its time. We rush through the very processes that need our presence and patience.
This program is different.
It doesn't promise to fix you or hurry you through your transition. It offers something more valuable: education in the sacred territory of the void; a living, responsive map for the between-space, along with companionship for the dark night. Practices and wisdom to help you work with the process rather than against it.
The Pathologized Dark
As humans, we have never really liked darkness, understandably. The darkness held danger and pain for our ancestors, and represented the unpredictable wildness of uncharted territory.
And yet, of the many ways that humanity has come to misunderstand and distort our spiritual process on this plane, it is our relationship with darkness and everything we associate with it—loss of control, the unknown, death, depression, and lack of orientation regarding our personal identity—that has had the most significant impact on us.
From the act of pathologizing the experience of the descent (depression) to pathological positive thinking, we have cultivated a potent collective allergy to the most pivotal and essential experience an individual will ever go through: the dark night of the soul.
Without the transformative and initiatory processes to support us in alchemizing the darkness in our lives, we are cut off from the emergent process of our own spiritual rebirth, and from understanding our wholeness and place in reality.
Without these processes, collectively, we cannot evolve as a species.
With the right medicine, the journey through darkness becomes the doorway to spirit, and to our own unfolding.
Historically, Shamanic Practitioners and Traditional Medicine Practitioners were the guides who supported those moving through the emergence and process of their dark night.
The word Shaman, in some interpretations, means ‘she who sees in the dark’, as the training and experience of a practitioner afforded them the ability to see the path and appropriate next steps for each initiate when they themselves were unable to.
In the chaos of breakdown and a loss of light, having someone with you with eyes to see would make the difference between breakdown and breakthrough.
The intention of this program is to provide exactly that: your eyes in the dark.
Here you will receive the context, support, empowerment, and wisdom necessary to fully alchemize this pivotal moment in your life, and to come to know yourself and the cosmos fully through it.
Between Worlds: A Dark Night School is an 8-week transformative audio journey for women navigating profound life transitions.
This is not therapy nor coaching. This is education—a curriculum for liminal space, drawn from wisdom traditions, depth psychology, and the ancient understanding that some knowledge can only be gained in the dark.
Over eight weeks, you'll receive:
→ 8 Core Teaching Episodes (approximately 1 hour each)
Deep, contemplative teachings on the stages of transformation—from entering the threshold to emerging on the other side. These aren't superficial self-help talks. They're sophisticated explorations of what actually happens in transition, why it's so hard, and how to navigate it with wisdom, traditional power/medicine practices, and intention.
→ 16 Guided Practices (2 per week, 15-25 minutes each)
Meditations, rituals, somatic practices, and exercises designed to help you embody the teachings. You won't just understand transformation intellectually—you'll practice it in your body, your breath, your daily life.
→ A Comprehensive Workbook
With weekly journaling prompts, reflection questions, and integration exercises to deepen your experience and track your journey.
→ Weekly Delivery
Content arrives one week at a time—honoring the pacing that transformation requires. Despite how much we would like to, we cannot rush or control the process of change. This structure supports you in staying present with each stage of the journey rather than racing ahead.
Drawing on the wisdom of ancestral practices alongside contemporary psychological wisdom, Between Worlds: A Dark Night School is your key to meeting your transitions, your dark nights and your soul, delivered in a format that is accessible and aligned to the modern seeker.
Your soul self is calling you.
The cosmos is calling you.
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